time goes so fast

gk trasa akirnya skrg udh bulan dsmber..
Akhir dsmber mnjelang natal..
Cold december with christmas atmosphere..
Suddenly reminds me with all of my friends..
A.ka Gengong..

Yes they are!
My best friends!
Who has filled by day with colour..

Gak trsa tnggal 2 hari qt bakalan pisah guys!
For internship..
We'll take our own way for a while, and learn how to face a real work
Condition.. i wish we'll have a good time!! :)

Actually i still miss u guys, i  still want to spend our time together
Play the games with you all, sharing idea and thought..
And Do the quality time togtheris. Those time was  so precious for me :))

But time goes is fast, is like a run competition..
Started, middle and finish and now we're in the middle..
What i can said in here is just hope the best for us..
Success for US! and being blessed by God so we can achieve our DREAM..

All of you guys is precious gift from God, coz u guys gimme a special life story which is makes me stonger in facing all of unpredictable life events.. :))

Take care ester, thanks for being my friends, we both aries, mostly we have same favourite things! *u know it :)), u teach me a lot te, really.. responsibilty, patient, and learn how to face this complicated without any critic but always give thanks to GOD. Makasi ete, sukses di markplus ya, we're still best friends, even though i would not see u in 8 month :') will miss our special conversation alot te..

Sari, success for you ya sar, even though we getting closer in this last smester but from this few time i can see you in different way. and i like to be your friends sar, u have a good personality and ure a good listener :)) sarii, smga lancar ya di batam, give me any hello dont forget ya.. =p

Mcel, nu2, dewa, u're guys still in here, Jaks. hehehe.. u will passed
Sudirman, kuningan all days.. dont forget to phone me and ask me to have some lunch T.T i will wait for it!. i believe u a special boy! do the best and show ur capabilities that ure have quality. all of you teach me so many things ! and i know God have prepare a beautiful plan for you GUYS..:))

Saka and bella, in bali or jakarta, only one things that i can be said we must keep in touch each other ya, :)

Last but not least that i can said is SUCCESS for us
I hope we can our best!!
And see u guys on 10 smester :')
God blesss

The old friends stay forever

 

yup, that's nitha my old friend, which is already escape for a long time..

we have been friends since elementary..

and now its has been 14 years friendship..

the time changing.. some of life events comes and makes us more mature..

and it makes us know how to life in the future orientation not in past..

im glad to have you as a friends, the one which show me and teach me how to survive in this tough world..

im very thanks u cheer up my day :))

there's one wise sentences says that " we might be getting order but the friendship will stay forever " 

'you can'

''You can, and no one else''..
This song is really have a beautiful lyric..
Sing by david archuleta, with romantic voices :)

for this song is tell about, how the way a person could fall in love
they feel so deeply in love, because they never felt like that before..
Especially when they just meet the 'right' person to share the love with..
One person who can brighter the eyes and make it clear to see..
Someone that more than anyone that we are ever love :)

Really touching lyrics for me, how the greatness the love for someone..

Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me, I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone
You could love?

'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, not it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Especially for my freiburg :)

''my everythings'' :')

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me


You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)

Every night I pray
down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything

>>>>> Its my simply true :')

''Time''


I know that I
I can't believe
Just what the past has brought me
To the man I wanna be

I know that we have had some times
That we can't forget the struggle
Cause we have so far to go

I know we've changed but
Change can be so good
So let's not forget why. It's understood that

Time, look where we are and what we've been through
Time, sharing our dreams
Time, goes on and on everyday
Time is what it is
Come what may

I remember when, mom used to say
That things are getting better
And you'll soon be on your way
Remember those days
When we would sing at the drop of a dime
Way back when nothing mattered

nothing, i just want please cover me with your grace =)

If there is someone ask me, what is the most wanted things in the world??..
mybe I will give'tem some list of my most wanted things..
Yes, most of them will be tangible things..

But, that was the action that I would do that in a years ago or 2 years ago..
When I don't have enough capacity to think, how great is my life..
When I can't see the positive things from every bad moment..
When I think my life is only managed by me..
And some other wrong action that I ever did..

Time goes on.. And make me more mature to see this wide world..
Days pass the days and I get the value..
Yes, the value in my life..
The value in every problems, the value in every mistake that I ever did..

I search the point of all this complicated life..
Until, I get one word FAITH, yes, its make me strong..
To get through all the problems in this life..
Its make me think that there is one creature that loving me more than every people..
There is someone that always back up me when I feel the emptiness..

When my eyes get tired with all the tears..
There's someone always watching my tears..
And counting how precious my tears to be drop for nothing..
Yes,, my only father JESUS

Thanks for your grace in my life..
Thanks for make my life beautiful
Thanks coz you have introduced me with all the complicated problems..
In order to make me mature, ready and can go through this LIFE..
I never ever stop believe that you have beautiful plan for me..
coz, I start to see the beautiful of your promise..
This time...

Nothing in this world that I want, except you..
Cover me with your grace..
Amien :))

what a nice holiday in Bali and Lombok

Gak terasa.. Gw uda balik aja dr liburan di Bali anc lombok..
Spend waktu kira2 2mggu untk keliling bali n lombok.. Tapi thanks guys buat smuanya..
Qt bs have fun brg,, qt bs have some refreshing time and escaping for a while :))

Gw, marcel, and wisnu yg udh pesen jauh2 hari (demi tiket promo) akhrnya tgl 9 agustus'10 flight ke bali..
Cadas man.. Flight mlm hahaha.. Agak ngeri juga si.. Tapi woles lah.. Qt bs tiba di bali dgn slamat dan di jmput oleh ete...
Blm ada rencana psti kapan bkalan brangkat ke lombok.. Tapiii tau sendiri kan.. Anak2 itu serba instan..
Tiba2 qt ketemuan sm bella, dewa, n saka.. (Another member dr gengong qt) haha. Dan akhrnya diptuskan kl qt
Bakalan brangkat hari rabu siang ke lombok...

Rabu siang gw, ete, mcel, wisnu, saka, dewa brangkat mnju plabuhan pyebrangan pdang bay..
Sayangny pika n bela gak bs ikut krn ga di ijinin brhbung ombak laut lagi gede katanya..
Tapi.. Thanks to my father JC we all have a safe trip..

Taraaaaaa...!!! Stelah kena glombang laut, tidur di dek kapal brg2.. Ke-tiup angin bareng.. Finally 3.5jam kmudian
Qt sampe di kepulauan lombok..
Lombok pulau yg indah, lombok kecil namun byk mnyimpan kragaman wisata.. I like it..
Namun di samping itu lombok perlu byk perbaikan baik scra transpotasi dan tata kota..
Banyak jalan2 ke kwasan wisata yg msih off road dan sharusnya sudah di aspal tp tdk..
Kurangnya penunjuk jalan ke arah2 mainroad di lombok.. Penerangan untuk jalan juga sgtlah kurang..
So.. Lombok yg indah itu msti harus byk perbaikan.. :))

Nginep di hotel astiti cakranegara.. Its a nice hotel I thinks,, good service and facilities.. Buka 2kamar di astiti..
Dan per nightny qt dapet 150rb.. Include sarapan loh.. (Enyak..enyakk :D)
Astiti hotel deket bgt sm pusat kota mataram,, ada mol mataram dan cakranegara..
Jdii its very recommended hotel :D..

First day, berbekal nekat dan nanya2 orang serta map kecil hasil donlod qt bergerak arah tetebatu
Mnurut website yg gw baca air terjun tete batu itu bgs.. Dan rasa penasaran itu mbuat qt trus mnju dimna air terjun itu..bergerak ke arah lombok timur.. Snalah tete batu.. Di bwah kaki gnung rinjani.. Dekat dgn jalur tracking ke gng. Rinjani..jalan ke arah air terjun ini off road bgt.. Dan tersembuyi bgt lokasinya..
Tapii berbekal nanya2 tukang ojek qt bs nemuin air terjun ini..
Ternyata air terjun ini msi baru.. Dan msi private bgt.. Hanya turis2 tertentu yg dtg kmri dan umumnya..
Dari kwasan luar negeri.. Cukup bangga juga.. Liat nama qt diantara list turis asing smua wahhhhh... :))
Gak lama dr air terjun tete batuuu.. Qt main air bentar lanjutlah qt ke perjalanan slanjutnya..
Mnurut hasil kaskus.. Pantai mandalika itu bgs.. Tp stlah tanya2 gak ad yg tau pantai itu..humff..
Yd qt ikutin plang aja ke arah pantai kuta..

Setelah 1jam lbh akhrnya qt smpe di kwasan pantai kuta lombok.
Ooo ya qt smpet makan di warung bule.. Ckp mahal jg makanan dstuu..
Pdahal rsa bysa aja..
Abis nanya sm waitre di wrung bule. Qt dpt tmpt bgs lagii yaitu pantai mawun, mawi, dan panta sorga..
Abis makan, perut knyang lsglah qta cari pantai mawun,, pantai mawun tryata ga jauh dr pantai kuta, hnya skitar 30mnit qt bs nemuin pantai ini.. Dan asliii pantai mawun emng keren bgt.. Langitnya biru bgt, airnya biru bgt..
Bercampur kehijauan, dgn campuran pasir bak kristal wrna putih,, ombak dsni tenang, jdi enak bgt buat brnang..
Kalo blh jjr pntai mawun ini high quality bgt..!!! Yg pncinta pantai kudu hrs ksni...
Tmpatnya ngalah2in pantai2 di phuket, thailand..ajibbbb.. James bond island kalah cukk!!

Pantai sorga yg katanya bgs bgtt... Humff.. Yg katanya seni bgtt..
Kaya mana ya??.. Qt coba ksna.. Msuk utan,, kluar utan,, jalan off road bgt,, muter2 bukit yg Jrg terjamahh..
Namun qt gak nemuin pantai sorga.. Tapi mnrt org2 udh bnr letaknya..
Tnyata pantai sorga itu ada di planet ressort private beach..
Dan qt gak nemuin itu.
Plg dgn kecewa.
Tapi paling gak terbayar dgn keindahan pantai mawun..
Sumpah itu pantai keren bgtt gw gakk boong -___-

2nd day, qt ke gili trawangann, gili air, and gili meno, ckp seru juga di plau2 itu
Bs liat byk bule.. Em kbetulan mayoritas bule..air lautnya keren bgt..
Buat snorkling kren bgt.. Hehehhe..
Pulau gili bgs bgt buat org2 yg pgn escape cari ketenangan..
Beputar2 dsna skitar 4jaman Jam 2teng qt smpe lg dibangsal bay, dan pgn lanjutin ke tanjung aan..
Slh satu pantai yg indah jg..
Dan bnr bgt tanjung aan yg ada di lombok tmur ini keren bgt..
Garis pantainya panjang.. Pasirnya bgs.. Dan pnya tanjung yg keren bgt..
Rocky stone yg keren bgt.. Dan ada bukit yg tinggi buat qt bs liad ke smua pnjuru.. Its so amazing... :))
*saat gw liat smua k'indahan alam itu cuma stu yg bs gw ucapin how great is our God hands made..

Itu last day qt di lombok.. Bsoknya dini hari qt udh msti brangkat lg k bali.
Syg bgt buat ninggalan lombok cpt2 tp mgkn next time qt bakal ktemu lg..
Hehehehhe.. Ooo ya di lombok qt jg pnya quality time brg ete sm saka..
Talking about dream, achievement, and future, its nice guys..dsaat qt bermimpi.. Saat qt membayangkan sbuah ksuksesan..
Maka dsna jg lhir smua motivasi.. :)) smga trcapai..aminnn..

Dibali slama 5 hari, k bbrp tmpt wisata ky padang2, kuta, discovery, dan cobai wisata malam ky nge'club ke syndicate double six.. Ngeliat suasana pantai kuta mlm hariii.. Yg gw suka bgtt..
Nice bgttt saat angin sepoi2 di d'stone kuta.. I love it..

Gak terasa, smua wktu libur da lsai dan gw hrus balik k jkt..
Gw, nu2, mcel akhrnya flight ke jkt..
Tgl 19 flight qt.. Around 2weeks di bali..
Mbuat gw ga bs brhenti mncintai pulau elok itu..
hti gw sngat terpaut sma eksotisme pmndgan dan lingkungan pulau ituu..
Banyak impian yg ingin gw bgun d tanah itu hari dpn..
Di pulau itu hati qt mrsa tnang.. Jiwa gw ngrasa lbh tntram.. What an exotic island !!..
I like ur atmosphere bali :), I wish I could stay in there one day..!!

Finally I have to say thanks for ester, wisnu, marcel, dewa, saka and bella.. For being my gengonk jalans2
Beautiful friendship, may it last forever, karna kalian smua.. Bkin hari ini jdi lebih BERWARNA..
Temen kuliah yg gokil = kalian.. Satu major! Satu kelas! Satu dorm! Kerennnnn... Love you guys :))) gbu yah..
I will wait for next trip

"goodbye dorm" :)

Pas kmrn balik dorm, trs liat di dpn pintu udh ada tlisan anak baru yg bakalan jd penghuni dorm, rsanya ga enk jg.. B3-03 yg udh jdi tmpt tinggal qta skrg slm 1tahun hrs ditinggalin...
But I know its part of our journey.. Scra wktu tu slalu mlagkah k dpn bkn ke blakang.. :). Gak trasa yah qt udh ada dipnghjung perjalan qt.. Udh 2taun qt didorm.. Tinggal bareng, share smua moment yg qt lewatin sama".. Smpe qt bs nemuin jati diri msing2 seiring bergantinya hari demi hari :))

Gw yg dtg ke PU dgn pnuh rsa tanda tanya, takut, gak ngrti ap yg hrs gw buat kl hdup jd anak dorm, smuanya itu yg seorg marlen rsain saat first time gw msuk kmpus a.k.a dorm,, smpe akhrnya gw ktemu dorm-mate yg mukanya slalu cape hhhe :) kalvika ariviranti.. Yaps,, cwe bali yg slalu stia dgn tradisi bali.nya.. 1tahun qt sma2 dr d3 dorm awal yg pnuh crita cinta.. Smpe f10 dorm yg jdi saksi broken heart gw hihi, pika yg slalu stia tmenin gw dsaat sdih, saat airmta gw ga bs brenti, saat gw mls mkn, saat gw sring jtuh krn bbn yg gw rsain saat itu, saat tubuh g skit dan lo perhatiin gw.. lo jdi saksi dr smua perjalanan itu.. "Kl mau nangis gpp len, jgn di tahan" itu yg slalu bs bkin gw tenang.. Mksi pika.. Ure my best friends :). Dan jjr lo org terdekat buat gw slama gw hdp di dorm *honestly speaking..

Setelah terbuang dr f10 dorm yg pnuh dgn airmata gw itu, akhrnya qt mlangkah ke sisi kehidupan yg baru, B3-03,, rumah kecil yg byk mmbri arti bagi pershabatan qt.. Dorm kecil yg bs mndewasakan pribadi qt skaligus membuat qt blajar byk dr pengalaman buat menjadi org yg lebih baik :).
Memulai khidupan yg sederhana sm bella firna a.k.a ell, raina veraninta purba a.k.a renong. Yap dan satu lagi mahluk tambahan hehe anind a.k.a tya. Ber5 qt survive di dorm itu, byk bgt crta yg bs dihasilin hari demi hari..gak cm itu byk bgt hal" yg gak terduga yg terjadi dan buat kjutan hari demi hari.. Seketika bisa kaget, sedih, ketawa, sampe bs bikin airmata.. :). Ber5 qt lwatin smua itu sadar ato tanpa disadari..

Bella firna, cwe kcil yg jago basket hehe, demen olahraga,sekel, putih, manis :) I love ur skin anyway bel.. Hehheh.. Bella yg slalu bs brfikir out of the box mnurt gw,hehe, dsaat smua org berfikir dgn cara yg common, tp seorg bella ttp mmbuat jlanny sndiri I like it.. Sang love consultant yg bgs, sosok yg romantis kl sm pacar hehehe.. Dan mmpunyai pmikiran krg lebih sama ama gw.. :)). Bella yg nyantai..bella yg rapi..bella yg suka bersih2, bella yg kdg suka debat sm gw ttg blos piket.. Smuanya gw inget dan jjr aja itu smua jdi pengalaman pershabatan yg tak ternilai.. Langeng sm vian ya el.. :). Oh y ell,,gw pnya best moment sama lo saat di bali.. (I love it bel saat qt sharing.. )

Raina veraninta, hhehehe,, org yg slalu pnh dgn kesabaran menunggu abang.. Bagus ren,,:) bertahan untk apa yg mnurut lo patut dan layak untk dipertahankan.. Rena yg medan asli,bkin gw byk blajar ttg adat sumatra,, ttg perjodohan adat sumut, smpe yg kcil2ny hahahhaa, rena yg bawel bgt kl lg crita..rena yg temen diet gw, rena yg suka ngakak sm gw tengah mlm, rena temen doa gw.. Semuanya ren hehehehe.. Mkksi byk udh mmberi warna dlm pershabatan qt yah ren,, smga bs dpetin yg trbaik 'abang' mxdnya.. Oo ya ren,, jgn sring2 ngambek ya say.. :p gw yakin Tuhan pnya waktu inda buat qta.. Trmasuk wktu lo dan dia bersatu.. Yakinin itu sob :))

Anind: tiii,, hehehheh2,,anak ayam dsr,, hahahaha,, tia yg labil *sma bahahhahha.. Tia byk sharing moment experience ke gw dan qt bahas sama2 hehee.. Qt sama ti ttg "itu" hahaa, tya smga cpt dpt true love lo, smga bs nemuin arti love itu yah.. yg udh ilang di mata qt bdua,,u and me qt sama2 org yg pny persepsi yg sm ttg love Hehehhe.. Bakalan kgen bgt sama pelukan lo yg tb2 dimlm hari kl lo tdr dismpg gw, kgen sm geratakny lo kl lg tdr makan tempat..kgen jg pinjem2an bju brg..Tiaa yg gaya.nya sok anak ui haha,, tia yg abg jakarta hahahahaha.. Mksi ya tii buat smua moment lucu yg lo hadirin.. Mksi utk sharing mlm2 qta :)). Jdi lbih dwasa ya nyil dlm hdpin smanya, giat krjanya, cpt dpt cowo lucu yah ciyn hahaha.. Keep contact lwt bbm yah :* love u tii..

Yahh.. Itu smuanya,,jdi stu di dorm kecil itu, mksi yah pikaa,,bella,rena,,anind buat smua wktu kalian.. Mksi utk bs berbagi stiap pengalaman.. Byk bgt kjadian yg ga bs dilupain slma qt sma" dr awl smpe akhr.. Awl ktemu yg pnuh dgn tanda tanya, smpe qt bs lebih mengenal stu sm lain lebih dalam dan lebih dekat :)..

Byk crta khidupan yg buat gw byk blajar,, crta cinta yg bkin khidupan dorm qt kacau seketika krn airmata skaligus bs bkin snyum bertebaran dmna2..smuanya kyak air mengalir..Dan seolah smua udh terangkai dgn rapi spya qt bs mengingatnya dgn mudah :)
last but not least buat para lelaki yg menghiasi prjalanan qt hahaha..efraim, abang, vian, rry, and rifan. Mrka yg turut mghiasi dorm qt dgn crta.. Hahahhaha *scra ga lsg

Byk yg blg.. Love have an ending.. Which is happy ending or not..tapi.. There is a quote says that there is no ending of friendship, I will be stay forever, no one can't crash it even the time or distance..

Smga, mskipun qt da ga idup sm2 lg,tp prshabatan yg udh kebntuk ga akan prh ilang yah.. Krn stiap kalian pnya arti yg spesial dlm penglaman hdp ini.. I love you all my dorm-mates.. :)) smooch and hugs.. :* :* :* gbu yah smuanya.. Tuhan brkati amien :))

finally i have to say goodbye smester 6th

This is the last week for 6th smster..
Hari snin udh mulai exam..
Stu minggu final exam,, smpe akhrnya dgn brat gw hrs mgantakan goodbye my 6th smester..
Kdang gw brpikir knpa wktu brputar bgtu cpt..
Dan gwe blm siap dgn smua yg akn trjdi di dpn..
Tapii that's the fact..
We can't flashback the time...

Smester 6th yg gw lalui dgn kelelahan entre,,kehepian saat gw dan anak2 prgi trip..
Udh harus di tutup dgn snyum..
Tanpa gw sadari..sbentar lg gw bakalan magang dan ninggalan kampus...
God..please prepare my self..
Coz u know I'm not ready yet to face those stuff..
But I know u hold my hand on time...

Banyak wrna dan crta slama smester 6 ini...
Arti pershbatan yg s'sungguhny,,buat gw blajar byk dr smuanya..
Ga cm it gw jg mengenal sosok best friends yg ssungguhny :D
Byk hal2 gak terduga yg dtg dr org2 yang terdekat..
Yg bhkan gw sndiri juga gak sangka.. -_-"" hahahhahaha
Yahhhh itulah khidupan anak kuliah..
Sngat brwrna.. Ky balon gas :p...

Apa yg trjdi slanjutnya.. I let JC make a plan above that..
Apa yg terjadii,,terjadilah mnurut kehedaknya..
I know he bless me..

:))
Ps: God,, give me strength to face this final exam.. Amien.. :)...

"Bandung trip"

hehehehe.. hari ini baru aja slese trip qt ke bandung...

slama 24jam jalan2 putar bandung n skitarnya buat ngilangin stress yg sudah memuncak...

gw, etey, bella, marcel, dewa n saka dgn modal nekat dan buta jalan qt jalan k bndung.. hahaha

dari jakarta udh di rncanain qt bkalan ke kawah putih...

tapi sebelomnya bakalan ke ciwalk nonton eclipse hahaha...

jam8 mlm qt capcus dr jkt,, and tiba di bandung jam 9.30...

muter2 kaya kue puter,,akhirnya ketemu juga yg namanya ciwalk..

and at there we also meet ester friend's which is dennis dkk..

yg finally jd tmpat qt numpang nginep di bndung :D

muter2 ciwalk.. smpet ke bagian stage.nya juga yg ckup adem...

lumyan buat bayar semua kelelahan entre saat ini :))

wondering to have some coffee tapi apa adanya semua gerai ampir tutup..

karna qt udh jam 11.pm tyta hahahha...

tapi tiket yg udh dibeli buat ntn jam 11.55 -.-" capee de...

akhrnya setelah berputar2, jalan kanan kiri, ga terasa udh jam.na ntn...

smuanya ntn ecplise dgn pikiran msing2 wkwkkw..

tentunya pikiran gw.. mnharapkan gw ada di posisinya bella swan wkwkwkwkw :DD

its a cool movie i think, even still not have the ending... 

krna smua udh cape plus ngantuk akhrnya si dennis tmn ete mnawarkan tmpt kos.na

qt tidur dsitu dgn senang hati.. mskipun agak sperti ikan asin krn smpit ;D

but thanks to her we can have place for relaxing...

jam 7 teng pagi, qt smua bgun trs siap2 mau ke kawah putihh..

cuma taunya kawah putih doang gtu krna dgr org2 sering ngmg.. hahaha

tempatnya mah... ADUUUU.. mana tau hahahha...

modal nekat.. jam 8.30 kita capcus ke kawah putih...

setelah nanya org bandung yg berkliaran di jalan.. akhrnya qta tau kl kawah putih itu ternyata ada di ciwidey hahaha.. bandung atas., which is 2 jam lagi... dr bandung kota

ALAMAK.. :D jekpott tapi ydh law yah...

si marcel yg merangkap sebagai supir udh tampak letih.. mgkn kurang tidur kali..

tapi ttp berusaha smgd supaya qt smpe sna..

thanks ye cell :D..

nyetir kelok,, kelok,,, naik..naik,, turun... turun...

akhirnya qt smpe di objek wisata kawah putiiii... YEY...

semua bukan berbaur ke dlm malahan berbaur ke toilet...

u know smuanya kebelet pipis karna suasana dgn bgt,,, hahaha...

akhrnya....qt smua masuk k dlm... foto2 beberapa biji...buat kenang2an

scra kapan lagi kita kemari coba...bulan depan udh smester terakhir sblm internship :'(

oo ya qt juga foto print seharga 10rb hahaha...

ada2 aja yakkk...

but its nice.. i like it :))

perjalan pulang terasa jauh bgt krn tadi kita naik memang jauh smpat agak kuatir kl bensin abis...

tapi thanks God ternyata enggak...

kita aman.. aman,,,,

its a nice trip guys,, thanks for spending the time together,, share the happiness,,, share the tired also hahaha :D.. wonderfull friendship... may it last forever... keep it...

pm: thanks to my almighty God Jesus he always accompany me as long as the trip, protect us and never  let anything bad happened in me,,, :D 

- nice day-

mlen 

beginilah seorang mahasiswi

yappp.. ya begini ini...
sibuk bgt sm tugas kl emg lg penuh2nya tapi bs sepi bgt sm tugas kl emg dosennya lg mlas kasi tugas..
hahhhaha...
dan congratulations skrg dosen lg pda gila.. demen bgt kasi assignmrnt..
hoh.. nyadar ga si dosen.. qt lagi pada entre cuyyy.

jualan tiap hari.. badan cape,,
otak mumet
puyeng..
semua jadi satuuu..
hoh.. :'(

tp ya gtlah nasib ya nasib.. i try to do it with smile.. yes i try...
even though it feel so bad :(

"especially for you "

suddenly, this night I feel so bad in missing u..
Wondering about our time together and spend the day with u..
But I realize ure too far away..
Far away from my reaches..

i am only know, that we are trying to give our best in this long journey
Future is not in our own..
Its secretly keep by God..
But, as a human we need to keep trying..
Trying to reach the happiness
Lets God make it perfect when the time comes...

(Badly missing u efraim, but I know keep trying ur best in there and let me also catch up my dream in here, its not an easy things to get through, but at least we try to make this journey complete..)

Success for u.. Spirit up.. For me also :D.

-sincerely
Jkt, 01.41pm.. Marlen deine
Freiburg, 06.50pm efraim

karokean sampe kering..

hahahahha, what a full day..

starts with a class from 2pm until 5pm..

very bored.. humff...

and after it we try find some place to throw out this complicated mind..

coz.. this past week is so full day..

:(.

dan akhrnya terpilihlah inul vista lipcikkk..

gw, ester, marcel, saka, dewa, and hadri berangkat ke sna

as usually by 33...

wkwkkwkkwkwkw..

the first stop is wendys.. coz as u know, dewa udh klaperan kya org ga dksi makan 2 taon haha..

bought some burger, and some ice, chit-chat for while and we go to karoke

hahahahhaha..

book medium room for us, sitting there for around 2,5 hours hahha..

just singging, laughing and have some fun...

dari mulai krispatih, ada band, roma irama, the bagindaz, sampe lady gaga semuanya lahap euyyy...

kakang saka, kakang hadri bagus nian suarana hahahaha...

happy for today...hope we can always have enjoyable time like this :))

next destination on next week... puncak euyyy.. yuk mariiii..!!!.. :D

>>>>time to sleep zzzzz

-- Biar mataku seperti mataMu, pancarkan kasihMu
Ku mau jadi sepertiMu--

Bapa kau setia tak kan meninggalkan
Dan ku percaya engkau miliku dan ku milikMu..
Kerinduanku tinggikan,namaMu..
Karna ku tau Kau dalamku dan ku dalamMu..

--ubah hatiku seputih hatimu, setulus salibMu Tuhan--

((Ku mau jadi sepertiMu)).. :)

Bless This Plan Jesus :)

In the name of jesus I believe my plan can be come true..
I just want to write down and send it to my almighty God
who own this earth and my future, may it will be bless and he can prepare all the things perfectly until this plan can be completely done, as his plan.

----do my internship for next smester (8,9) in good company
At least, I get the beneficial company, can survive there without any disturbance..I pray it to you God, give me the best place to intern.

----graduate, with a good score.. Give me strength to do the thesis.. And all of graduation stuff.. (Still wondering for cum laude) but I have make it worse..

----get my master degree in England or Holland..bless me to get this master scholarship, if its allow for the fresh graduate, I will directly apply it. I pray for this God, I have prepare for this, please help me to make this come true, the procedure, all the requirement please help me to passed it and finally got it..

----get the job, even Iam the fresh graduate, which is usually difficult to get the job, but I believe u have made the space for me, never stop to put my hope in u God, give me the best company, good postion and bless me in my career..(1-2years)

----2nd option, get my master degree after work experience if the first one is pending to do. It still same at England or Holland.. I pray for this God.( We'll se e what is the best for me)

----happy me and let my parents and all the people who love me become proud of my success


I believe u know what I have plan God
But I write it down again to let you know
That I have a faith to make it complete..
I know, u understand what is the best for my future..
Never doubt at you..
Never stop believing that u have beautiful plan for my future
So, I give all my future arrow to You..
Let ur mercy be happen in my life God..

:))...

destiny can be changed

yes, that was the prIde saying this night..
Destiny can be change...
Because we born to be a winner..

What ever our destiny, we can set up it to be the best one...
If we have faith, if we have spirit, and If we want to put our hope in jesus..

Sometimes, we don't satisfy enough with thiS life..
We won't to give some effort to changed..
We just surrender to what will happened..
That's a big NO NO NO

And tonight, we need to wake up.. Try to set what u want to get
give some effort to achieve, combine it with strong faith.
Remember its nothing impossible for our all Mighty God.. :)

Just like my simple dream, I want to be the one who has beautiful future..
And I believe it will be happen to me..

Because we born to be winner!!.. :))..
Nothing impossible in God hands in other words
"Which is impossible for human, it will be absolutly possible for our Father Jesus christ"
-len

Amien...

time goes so fast

i just remember that for a few month ago, im just begin this smester..

my 6th smester..

and now, we already at the middle..

in the middle of this smester..

so fast.. 

i'll be finished this smester 

and begin the 7smester..

do my internship and done!!

it is so absolutely fast tracking for me..

but i like it..coz i cant wait to enter my new world..

which is in the working field..

i cant arrange what will be happened..

but, i just hope that all my dreams will be come true...

that was my pray also..

still remember when i entered my campus..

become a new student..

first time experience the college life...

get into in complicated of the "colleger"

friendship problems,, family problems,, and even the love problems..

i had it...

i face it...

we share together and try to give strength for anyone who face it...

that was the essense of friendship that i have learn until this day...

full of smile, laugh, tears, 

be completed by happiness and disppointed sometimes...

but im so glad i can learn this..

it can change with anythig.. the lesson its too meaningfull and important for me...

i wanna say thanks for the moment that we can share together...

its too precious to passed and its too meaningfull to forget..

the best way is memorize it and keep it in our mind...

even the time goes so face, even the days passed me, is still get to remember this moment

as smething that i learn from the real life....

-mlen-

life must be gone, what ever the choice

yes... life is must be gone.. what ever the reason..
what ever have happened, we can not ask the time to stop for a while..
even more, to go back...
no,,not at all..

and what i want to share in here..
is a simple one but its complex to explain..
same like a life.. its a simple but its too complicated to play the role on it..

today i learn something, actually one of my best friends which is ester..
she tell me about some of her cases..
and did you know somethin???
after sharing and try to find out what is the best way to overcome..
i rolling eyes and i try figure out, what will i do if i be her?..its confusing
really confusing..

when we defend someone with all of our strength but we got nothing
NOTHING at all!!
so hurt..
so sick..
and disappointed..
that was her feeling.. and i know its not an easy things to solve..

but, i also try to position my self in the person who being suspect..
and did u guess something?
it also so weight to be in this situation..
no help,,, but actually u need any help...
no consideration.. but actually u need any consideration
seems so cruel..
but that was the reality friends..

people will judge us from how we act and behave to another person..
if have a good record.. congrats to you..
but if its not.. welcome to the darkness..

what i have learned is
try drive your self carefully..
so then u will not get any mistake..
means " RARE" to get it..

friends, life must be go on..maybe someone must be feel hurt and being cheated..
but without that life is so straight..no essence
that's why we usually called  life is like a games..
what we must do is play on it
but play carefully..
because the one who can play it well will be the winner...
that why i call life as " a destiny games "
we cant guess what we will be? win or loss..
but we can set it...
mlen,-

what a tired day!!!

what a tired day...
i have done my assignments at 2.am..
sounds nice humfff....

but i doesnt matter because i have recharge my energy..
hahha, i have slept for 3 hours this afternon...
so it means that balance between sleep and works..
humfff,, i dont know what i have to write down..
so sorry if you read this blog little bit confusing..
:D..

everydae sleep at 3.am, the most earlier at 2.am..
can u diagnose, what is going on my body??
i get high insomia syndrome mybe...
but i donnno.. how to solve it, its a kind of hibitual activity..
:"(

this week and all the following weeks will be the most exhausted ones..
because i'll do the entrepreneurship business, some sucks quiz, hundred assignments..
and some other bored stuff...
that was my responsibilty..no choices mlen...!!

humff... hopefully i can done it well..
and may God still give me any strength to survive
in this tiring weeks...

T.T tiring me...

the fortune teller

i just come back from church.. and i met a taxi driver..
he drive me until my house.. and can u guess somethin..
as long as the road he tell me about my self, my love story, my future...
hehhhhhmmff,,,
he's like a fortune teller, and he said that he has ability to read someone face and hands...
little bit scary to hear all the words that he has spoken..

but i dont believe it...
i dont want to take it too deeply..
because i know the one who own my future is Jesus...
and no one can google His plan in my life...

so, for taxi driver, so thankfull u have to try to see my future
and telling me somekind of scary things,,
but i want to let you know.. that i never scary wiff anything,,,,
because i walk with my almighty God...

i believe my God is more than evertything,.
Jesus has given his life for us..
and it means that, we are as His children will not life in darkness...
he has washed my sins,, he has renew me...
with his grace...

so, i can say that,, i never scare wif the bad luck or somethin..
because i know and i see,, my God has showed me the good luck..
every single time in my life...

:D,- that was my faith...
amien...

Learn to be more mature

i thinking about somethin this night..

i was wondering that now im 20th years old

and God still give me chance to breath especially His still give me time to LIVE

and i feel his Grace and Mercy..

mybe i dont know what will be happened yet..

but i just want to be someone that can use the time wisely..

i want to be the one who can learn from the experience

whether its bad or good..

make every moment become a lessons..

a lessons which can teach me and guide to be more mature...

especially in facing this unpredictable life...

i believe that God never close His eyes..

everything that have happened in my life, already set and plan by him...

to lose, to win, to wait, to stay, to go... everything have been decide by Him

what i must do is just take all the moment t become a Lesson

Lesson to be a better person...

so then i will be the one who can say "nothing to lose "

NOTHING TO LOSE because i learn everthings from my past moment.... :)

thanks for your love Jesus,

thanks for extraordinary Parents,

thanks for precious BestFriends,

thanks all God...

Mlen,-

Distances and Times

Last night, dream that ure beside me

its seems so real, then i cry, when u touch me..

ure my angel and u've given me wings...

Feels like so far away from you, million miles,

and i just wonder if ure alwys be with me..

but i know i cant get it know, i need time for it..

I dont want to be the dreamer..

what i want is just to be realistic, realistic to face anything that could happen

in this life..

But, i just realize, if there is one thing in this world which i know is true is the LOVE

that i feels when i thingking of you..

no ocean, no mountain can keep as a part, because NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY someone who lives in my heart...

Even the time,, even the distance,, even days,,even the years...

If there is you who become "SOMEONE" in my heart

so then, it means YOU will be forever in this little deep heart..

I want to say thanks, because GOD still give us a chance to share this time together, to know each other and to be united in form of LOVE...

Million of thanks to YOU, coz u've teach me how to appreciate all times,,chances,, and distances

especially you guide me to being mature to face anything that could be happen in this life

even its GOOD or the WORSE ones..

The most special thanks is, YOU guide me to drive this relationship become better day by day, more meaningful, and deepest in our heart....

"I know, we couldn't awlys together, i know i cant alwys be with you everytime,

and maybe when u suddenly need me,

but for me that was the most beautiful part in this relationship,

its because we can learn how hard to run this life alone without someone we love,

until one day we will realize that we cant separated each other,

because some of my life will be completed if there is you,

and what ever the reason, I MUST BACK to get you with me,

so then i can feel the perfection of this life"

That was you words..

and i still remember until this time...

and i still believe that URE THE BEST ONE for me

Because of that...

in this heart there is only one name

and it cant be easily erase, because it has written deep down in my heart

it will indicate that YOU own this heart, and no one can take away

even more its the TIME and DISTANCE

God have His own plan, and i know my future will be the best in His hand

and this relationship also...

as what i'm believing "it will be beautiful in its time"

Thank you so much..Efraim Edison Wijaya for your unending LOVE

hope we can reach those famous Happy End.... :D

With love, Marlene Deine

Jakarta, 01.10 am..- Freiburg, 7pm :'(

Photography by Mae II

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BALI, MAY 2010-

KUTA BEACH AND DISCOVERY LEGIAN

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BALI WITH SOME OF ITS AREA......

smester 6, gak terasa ya.. -.-

ga terasa, udh awal semester 6, aja, gw baru aja slesain smester 5.. and thanks god, bs gw lewati dgn baik,, tapi semakin kmri,, koq rasanya smkin ga siap buat ke dpn2nya wkwkwkwkw.. ohhh no,,, kl dipikir2 bntar lg magang, kerja,,, trs,,,,ap lg?? hahahhahhaaha....

ya emg udh seharusnya bgtu mgkin,,,

wktukan mlaju k dpn bkn ke blakang,,,

what will be happen in the future, just prepare my self for it, and try to always surrender...

maybe that the best way how to face this life...

hanya berharap smester ini, bisa gw lwatin dgn baik.. aminnnn

smgaaa aktivitas kuliah ga membosankan...

n smga gw bs blajar ssuatu lagii ttg arti pertemanan,,arti hidup yg sbenarnya..

thanks buat temen2 yg udh slalu ada di hari2 gww... hehehehhhee.. lov you all :D