not something but anything

when the time say this is the time..

so it would be the best time

its unpredictable and its unexpected feeling..

i never prepared, but it come perfectly as simple as this feeling..

i felt the comfortableness..

i felt the true of affection..

and i felt that every moment that we spend is precious..

u make me more than understand how to pass this life..

lead me as the best guide to protect me from anything which could let me down 

never leave me for any conditions..

you never let me taken away by anything..

persistance, steady, and impervious you're

amazingly makes me silence..

how could God makes a person with this character

so different and impressive..

a warm eyes, a strong palm, a wide shoulder 
swap my sadness and tears

and always makes me felt more than comfortable..

feels secure, safe and untouchable with anything..

let me say several words..

u have made a very special notes which can bargain with anything..

too special, too precious, and too valuable you're

finally i have to declare you're the best one i ever had..

million thanks...


(christina perri- for thousand years)

call it as a crossroad

yes, a crossroad..
which is consist of several arrow and direction
and i must be able to determine which way i want to pass on..
either that way or those way..
need a direction but what i have is just a clue..
a clue which will lead me to my destination...
doesn't it enough?
i scared, but i don't have nothing..just a little clue to lead me into the unending happiness..

Have Been 6 Months

Hi all,

its been a long time since the last posting on this blog :)
and now its already June.. means my internship period in L'Oreal gonna ne finished
yeah its been 6 months i have worked there, getting involve in every event, doing so many things to contribute well.
this 6 month have teached me, how is the real work enviroment..
how to survive, and how to be the person who responsible to my work
its not an easy journey, its a lot of "dramatical" stories hahaha, but thanks God u make me able to do all my  obligation...

what next?, its still on the God Plan..
i have a Plan, but let the God mix it with His Hand..
so then i can receive the best plan..
my dream, my future, my expectation all i given to him..
i just need to work, to learn, and never give up to try

the Rest is yours My Father JC
Amien :)

talk'in about future

Dear God,

Today, I was thingking about somethin
I was feel the time is so fast.. And I realize now, my graduation day is coming soon..
The internship period wll be done and the thesis will be my priority. (⌣_⌣”)
Isn't so fast???..
But despite it all, i'm very excited to enter my working life
To achieve my early career, to choose the best company, to fight in recruitment process
Those things is make me excited,,
Excited bcause I'll make my own money.. Yeayyyy!!!
I'll make my parents pround of me..
I'll achieve my career goal..
Yes I'm sure..

When I say, I can, I know, God hear it..
And he make the best plan..

Because I already see Hiss grateful till these day :)

WELCOME 2011 CAREER START!!!

yes, its 2011 guys..
new year, new resolution.. (i mean new planning with improvement)
2011. means im 21 now, yeah even though its still in the begining of the month.
humff..i feel old actually in this age, but i know its time for me to stand up and independent
strart to manage my self and not being child again (who always need the parents)

this first month will be my internship time untill 6 month ahead..
actually i feel so glad, and happy because my father Jesus has blessed me by His grace
He know what i want, and what's the best for me.. L'OREAL PARIS is the company where i belong to right know. thanks God!!! :) have a good payment, have a good experience, and have some new friends which is brighten up my day..

" when you pray with your Full Faith, God hear you, and set the best plan for us"


mintalah maka kamu akan diberikan, ketuklah maka pintu akan dibuka kan..
that's the simple words that really have a big impact for me, never stop believing that God always watch out you, He never leave you :)

actually i MISS my gengonk friends so much, ester, dewa, wisnu, mcel, saka, bella, sari i miss you all guys, success for intern ya, qt perjuang bersama, sampai ketemu di defense and thesis mentoring.

i just want to be the one who can be professional in working, the one who never stop to learn, so it will be benefit for my career path in the future and now....... im still working on it..

JESUS bless me amin :)

time goes so fast

gk trasa akirnya skrg udh bulan dsmber..
Akhir dsmber mnjelang natal..
Cold december with christmas atmosphere..
Suddenly reminds me with all of my friends..
A.ka Gengong..

Yes they are!
My best friends!
Who has filled by day with colour..

Gak trsa tnggal 2 hari qt bakalan pisah guys!
For internship..
We'll take our own way for a while, and learn how to face a real work
Condition.. i wish we'll have a good time!! :)

Actually i still miss u guys, i  still want to spend our time together
Play the games with you all, sharing idea and thought..
And Do the quality time togtheris. Those time was  so precious for me :))

But time goes is fast, is like a run competition..
Started, middle and finish and now we're in the middle..
What i can said in here is just hope the best for us..
Success for US! and being blessed by God so we can achieve our DREAM..

All of you guys is precious gift from God, coz u guys gimme a special life story which is makes me stonger in facing all of unpredictable life events.. :))

Take care ester, thanks for being my friends, we both aries, mostly we have same favourite things! *u know it :)), u teach me a lot te, really.. responsibilty, patient, and learn how to face this complicated without any critic but always give thanks to GOD. Makasi ete, sukses di markplus ya, we're still best friends, even though i would not see u in 8 month :') will miss our special conversation alot te..

Sari, success for you ya sar, even though we getting closer in this last smester but from this few time i can see you in different way. and i like to be your friends sar, u have a good personality and ure a good listener :)) sarii, smga lancar ya di batam, give me any hello dont forget ya.. =p

Mcel, nu2, dewa, u're guys still in here, Jaks. hehehe.. u will passed
Sudirman, kuningan all days.. dont forget to phone me and ask me to have some lunch T.T i will wait for it!. i believe u a special boy! do the best and show ur capabilities that ure have quality. all of you teach me so many things ! and i know God have prepare a beautiful plan for you GUYS..:))

Saka and bella, in bali or jakarta, only one things that i can be said we must keep in touch each other ya, :)

Last but not least that i can said is SUCCESS for us
I hope we can our best!!
And see u guys on 10 smester :')
God blesss

The old friends stay forever

 

yup, that's nitha my old friend, which is already escape for a long time..

we have been friends since elementary..

and now its has been 14 years friendship..

the time changing.. some of life events comes and makes us more mature..

and it makes us know how to life in the future orientation not in past..

im glad to have you as a friends, the one which show me and teach me how to survive in this tough world..

im very thanks u cheer up my day :))

there's one wise sentences says that " we might be getting order but the friendship will stay forever " 

'you can'

''You can, and no one else''..
This song is really have a beautiful lyric..
Sing by david archuleta, with romantic voices :)

for this song is tell about, how the way a person could fall in love
they feel so deeply in love, because they never felt like that before..
Especially when they just meet the 'right' person to share the love with..
One person who can brighter the eyes and make it clear to see..
Someone that more than anyone that we are ever love :)

Really touching lyrics for me, how the greatness the love for someone..

Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me, I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone
You could love?

'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, not it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Especially for my freiburg :)

''my everythings'' :')

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me


You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)

Every night I pray
down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything

>>>>> Its my simply true :')

''Time''


I know that I
I can't believe
Just what the past has brought me
To the man I wanna be

I know that we have had some times
That we can't forget the struggle
Cause we have so far to go

I know we've changed but
Change can be so good
So let's not forget why. It's understood that

Time, look where we are and what we've been through
Time, sharing our dreams
Time, goes on and on everyday
Time is what it is
Come what may

I remember when, mom used to say
That things are getting better
And you'll soon be on your way
Remember those days
When we would sing at the drop of a dime
Way back when nothing mattered

nothing, i just want please cover me with your grace =)

If there is someone ask me, what is the most wanted things in the world??..
mybe I will give'tem some list of my most wanted things..
Yes, most of them will be tangible things..

But, that was the action that I would do that in a years ago or 2 years ago..
When I don't have enough capacity to think, how great is my life..
When I can't see the positive things from every bad moment..
When I think my life is only managed by me..
And some other wrong action that I ever did..

Time goes on.. And make me more mature to see this wide world..
Days pass the days and I get the value..
Yes, the value in my life..
The value in every problems, the value in every mistake that I ever did..

I search the point of all this complicated life..
Until, I get one word FAITH, yes, its make me strong..
To get through all the problems in this life..
Its make me think that there is one creature that loving me more than every people..
There is someone that always back up me when I feel the emptiness..

When my eyes get tired with all the tears..
There's someone always watching my tears..
And counting how precious my tears to be drop for nothing..
Yes,, my only father JESUS

Thanks for your grace in my life..
Thanks for make my life beautiful
Thanks coz you have introduced me with all the complicated problems..
In order to make me mature, ready and can go through this LIFE..
I never ever stop believe that you have beautiful plan for me..
coz, I start to see the beautiful of your promise..
This time...

Nothing in this world that I want, except you..
Cover me with your grace..
Amien :))

what a nice holiday in Bali and Lombok

Gak terasa.. Gw uda balik aja dr liburan di Bali anc lombok..
Spend waktu kira2 2mggu untk keliling bali n lombok.. Tapi thanks guys buat smuanya..
Qt bs have fun brg,, qt bs have some refreshing time and escaping for a while :))

Gw, marcel, and wisnu yg udh pesen jauh2 hari (demi tiket promo) akhrnya tgl 9 agustus'10 flight ke bali..
Cadas man.. Flight mlm hahaha.. Agak ngeri juga si.. Tapi woles lah.. Qt bs tiba di bali dgn slamat dan di jmput oleh ete...
Blm ada rencana psti kapan bkalan brangkat ke lombok.. Tapiii tau sendiri kan.. Anak2 itu serba instan..
Tiba2 qt ketemuan sm bella, dewa, n saka.. (Another member dr gengong qt) haha. Dan akhrnya diptuskan kl qt
Bakalan brangkat hari rabu siang ke lombok...

Rabu siang gw, ete, mcel, wisnu, saka, dewa brangkat mnju plabuhan pyebrangan pdang bay..
Sayangny pika n bela gak bs ikut krn ga di ijinin brhbung ombak laut lagi gede katanya..
Tapi.. Thanks to my father JC we all have a safe trip..

Taraaaaaa...!!! Stelah kena glombang laut, tidur di dek kapal brg2.. Ke-tiup angin bareng.. Finally 3.5jam kmudian
Qt sampe di kepulauan lombok..
Lombok pulau yg indah, lombok kecil namun byk mnyimpan kragaman wisata.. I like it..
Namun di samping itu lombok perlu byk perbaikan baik scra transpotasi dan tata kota..
Banyak jalan2 ke kwasan wisata yg msih off road dan sharusnya sudah di aspal tp tdk..
Kurangnya penunjuk jalan ke arah2 mainroad di lombok.. Penerangan untuk jalan juga sgtlah kurang..
So.. Lombok yg indah itu msti harus byk perbaikan.. :))

Nginep di hotel astiti cakranegara.. Its a nice hotel I thinks,, good service and facilities.. Buka 2kamar di astiti..
Dan per nightny qt dapet 150rb.. Include sarapan loh.. (Enyak..enyakk :D)
Astiti hotel deket bgt sm pusat kota mataram,, ada mol mataram dan cakranegara..
Jdii its very recommended hotel :D..

First day, berbekal nekat dan nanya2 orang serta map kecil hasil donlod qt bergerak arah tetebatu
Mnurut website yg gw baca air terjun tete batu itu bgs.. Dan rasa penasaran itu mbuat qt trus mnju dimna air terjun itu..bergerak ke arah lombok timur.. Snalah tete batu.. Di bwah kaki gnung rinjani.. Dekat dgn jalur tracking ke gng. Rinjani..jalan ke arah air terjun ini off road bgt.. Dan tersembuyi bgt lokasinya..
Tapii berbekal nanya2 tukang ojek qt bs nemuin air terjun ini..
Ternyata air terjun ini msi baru.. Dan msi private bgt.. Hanya turis2 tertentu yg dtg kmri dan umumnya..
Dari kwasan luar negeri.. Cukup bangga juga.. Liat nama qt diantara list turis asing smua wahhhhh... :))
Gak lama dr air terjun tete batuuu.. Qt main air bentar lanjutlah qt ke perjalanan slanjutnya..
Mnurut hasil kaskus.. Pantai mandalika itu bgs.. Tp stlah tanya2 gak ad yg tau pantai itu..humff..
Yd qt ikutin plang aja ke arah pantai kuta..

Setelah 1jam lbh akhrnya qt smpe di kwasan pantai kuta lombok.
Ooo ya qt smpet makan di warung bule.. Ckp mahal jg makanan dstuu..
Pdahal rsa bysa aja..
Abis nanya sm waitre di wrung bule. Qt dpt tmpt bgs lagii yaitu pantai mawun, mawi, dan panta sorga..
Abis makan, perut knyang lsglah qta cari pantai mawun,, pantai mawun tryata ga jauh dr pantai kuta, hnya skitar 30mnit qt bs nemuin pantai ini.. Dan asliii pantai mawun emng keren bgt.. Langitnya biru bgt, airnya biru bgt..
Bercampur kehijauan, dgn campuran pasir bak kristal wrna putih,, ombak dsni tenang, jdi enak bgt buat brnang..
Kalo blh jjr pntai mawun ini high quality bgt..!!! Yg pncinta pantai kudu hrs ksni...
Tmpatnya ngalah2in pantai2 di phuket, thailand..ajibbbb.. James bond island kalah cukk!!

Pantai sorga yg katanya bgs bgtt... Humff.. Yg katanya seni bgtt..
Kaya mana ya??.. Qt coba ksna.. Msuk utan,, kluar utan,, jalan off road bgt,, muter2 bukit yg Jrg terjamahh..
Namun qt gak nemuin pantai sorga.. Tapi mnrt org2 udh bnr letaknya..
Tnyata pantai sorga itu ada di planet ressort private beach..
Dan qt gak nemuin itu.
Plg dgn kecewa.
Tapi paling gak terbayar dgn keindahan pantai mawun..
Sumpah itu pantai keren bgtt gw gakk boong -___-

2nd day, qt ke gili trawangann, gili air, and gili meno, ckp seru juga di plau2 itu
Bs liat byk bule.. Em kbetulan mayoritas bule..air lautnya keren bgt..
Buat snorkling kren bgt.. Hehehhe..
Pulau gili bgs bgt buat org2 yg pgn escape cari ketenangan..
Beputar2 dsna skitar 4jaman Jam 2teng qt smpe lg dibangsal bay, dan pgn lanjutin ke tanjung aan..
Slh satu pantai yg indah jg..
Dan bnr bgt tanjung aan yg ada di lombok tmur ini keren bgt..
Garis pantainya panjang.. Pasirnya bgs.. Dan pnya tanjung yg keren bgt..
Rocky stone yg keren bgt.. Dan ada bukit yg tinggi buat qt bs liad ke smua pnjuru.. Its so amazing... :))
*saat gw liat smua k'indahan alam itu cuma stu yg bs gw ucapin how great is our God hands made..

Itu last day qt di lombok.. Bsoknya dini hari qt udh msti brangkat lg k bali.
Syg bgt buat ninggalan lombok cpt2 tp mgkn next time qt bakal ktemu lg..
Hehehehhe.. Ooo ya di lombok qt jg pnya quality time brg ete sm saka..
Talking about dream, achievement, and future, its nice guys..dsaat qt bermimpi.. Saat qt membayangkan sbuah ksuksesan..
Maka dsna jg lhir smua motivasi.. :)) smga trcapai..aminnn..

Dibali slama 5 hari, k bbrp tmpt wisata ky padang2, kuta, discovery, dan cobai wisata malam ky nge'club ke syndicate double six.. Ngeliat suasana pantai kuta mlm hariii.. Yg gw suka bgtt..
Nice bgttt saat angin sepoi2 di d'stone kuta.. I love it..

Gak terasa, smua wktu libur da lsai dan gw hrus balik k jkt..
Gw, nu2, mcel akhrnya flight ke jkt..
Tgl 19 flight qt.. Around 2weeks di bali..
Mbuat gw ga bs brhenti mncintai pulau elok itu..
hti gw sngat terpaut sma eksotisme pmndgan dan lingkungan pulau ituu..
Banyak impian yg ingin gw bgun d tanah itu hari dpn..
Di pulau itu hati qt mrsa tnang.. Jiwa gw ngrasa lbh tntram.. What an exotic island !!..
I like ur atmosphere bali :), I wish I could stay in there one day..!!

Finally I have to say thanks for ester, wisnu, marcel, dewa, saka and bella.. For being my gengonk jalans2
Beautiful friendship, may it last forever, karna kalian smua.. Bkin hari ini jdi lebih BERWARNA..
Temen kuliah yg gokil = kalian.. Satu major! Satu kelas! Satu dorm! Kerennnnn... Love you guys :))) gbu yah..
I will wait for next trip

"goodbye dorm" :)

Pas kmrn balik dorm, trs liat di dpn pintu udh ada tlisan anak baru yg bakalan jd penghuni dorm, rsanya ga enk jg.. B3-03 yg udh jdi tmpt tinggal qta skrg slm 1tahun hrs ditinggalin...
But I know its part of our journey.. Scra wktu tu slalu mlagkah k dpn bkn ke blakang.. :). Gak trasa yah qt udh ada dipnghjung perjalan qt.. Udh 2taun qt didorm.. Tinggal bareng, share smua moment yg qt lewatin sama".. Smpe qt bs nemuin jati diri msing2 seiring bergantinya hari demi hari :))

Gw yg dtg ke PU dgn pnuh rsa tanda tanya, takut, gak ngrti ap yg hrs gw buat kl hdup jd anak dorm, smuanya itu yg seorg marlen rsain saat first time gw msuk kmpus a.k.a dorm,, smpe akhrnya gw ktemu dorm-mate yg mukanya slalu cape hhhe :) kalvika ariviranti.. Yaps,, cwe bali yg slalu stia dgn tradisi bali.nya.. 1tahun qt sma2 dr d3 dorm awal yg pnuh crita cinta.. Smpe f10 dorm yg jdi saksi broken heart gw hihi, pika yg slalu stia tmenin gw dsaat sdih, saat airmta gw ga bs brenti, saat gw mls mkn, saat gw sring jtuh krn bbn yg gw rsain saat itu, saat tubuh g skit dan lo perhatiin gw.. lo jdi saksi dr smua perjalanan itu.. "Kl mau nangis gpp len, jgn di tahan" itu yg slalu bs bkin gw tenang.. Mksi pika.. Ure my best friends :). Dan jjr lo org terdekat buat gw slama gw hdp di dorm *honestly speaking..

Setelah terbuang dr f10 dorm yg pnuh dgn airmata gw itu, akhrnya qt mlangkah ke sisi kehidupan yg baru, B3-03,, rumah kecil yg byk mmbri arti bagi pershabatan qt.. Dorm kecil yg bs mndewasakan pribadi qt skaligus membuat qt blajar byk dr pengalaman buat menjadi org yg lebih baik :).
Memulai khidupan yg sederhana sm bella firna a.k.a ell, raina veraninta purba a.k.a renong. Yap dan satu lagi mahluk tambahan hehe anind a.k.a tya. Ber5 qt survive di dorm itu, byk bgt crta yg bs dihasilin hari demi hari..gak cm itu byk bgt hal" yg gak terduga yg terjadi dan buat kjutan hari demi hari.. Seketika bisa kaget, sedih, ketawa, sampe bs bikin airmata.. :). Ber5 qt lwatin smua itu sadar ato tanpa disadari..

Bella firna, cwe kcil yg jago basket hehe, demen olahraga,sekel, putih, manis :) I love ur skin anyway bel.. Hehheh.. Bella yg slalu bs brfikir out of the box mnurt gw,hehe, dsaat smua org berfikir dgn cara yg common, tp seorg bella ttp mmbuat jlanny sndiri I like it.. Sang love consultant yg bgs, sosok yg romantis kl sm pacar hehehe.. Dan mmpunyai pmikiran krg lebih sama ama gw.. :)). Bella yg nyantai..bella yg rapi..bella yg suka bersih2, bella yg kdg suka debat sm gw ttg blos piket.. Smuanya gw inget dan jjr aja itu smua jdi pengalaman pershabatan yg tak ternilai.. Langeng sm vian ya el.. :). Oh y ell,,gw pnya best moment sama lo saat di bali.. (I love it bel saat qt sharing.. )

Raina veraninta, hhehehe,, org yg slalu pnh dgn kesabaran menunggu abang.. Bagus ren,,:) bertahan untk apa yg mnurut lo patut dan layak untk dipertahankan.. Rena yg medan asli,bkin gw byk blajar ttg adat sumatra,, ttg perjodohan adat sumut, smpe yg kcil2ny hahahhaa, rena yg bawel bgt kl lg crita..rena yg temen diet gw, rena yg suka ngakak sm gw tengah mlm, rena temen doa gw.. Semuanya ren hehehehe.. Mkksi byk udh mmberi warna dlm pershabatan qt yah ren,, smga bs dpetin yg trbaik 'abang' mxdnya.. Oo ya ren,, jgn sring2 ngambek ya say.. :p gw yakin Tuhan pnya waktu inda buat qta.. Trmasuk wktu lo dan dia bersatu.. Yakinin itu sob :))

Anind: tiii,, hehehheh2,,anak ayam dsr,, hahahaha,, tia yg labil *sma bahahhahha.. Tia byk sharing moment experience ke gw dan qt bahas sama2 hehee.. Qt sama ti ttg "itu" hahaa, tya smga cpt dpt true love lo, smga bs nemuin arti love itu yah.. yg udh ilang di mata qt bdua,,u and me qt sama2 org yg pny persepsi yg sm ttg love Hehehhe.. Bakalan kgen bgt sama pelukan lo yg tb2 dimlm hari kl lo tdr dismpg gw, kgen sm geratakny lo kl lg tdr makan tempat..kgen jg pinjem2an bju brg..Tiaa yg gaya.nya sok anak ui haha,, tia yg abg jakarta hahahahaha.. Mksi ya tii buat smua moment lucu yg lo hadirin.. Mksi utk sharing mlm2 qta :)). Jdi lbih dwasa ya nyil dlm hdpin smanya, giat krjanya, cpt dpt cowo lucu yah ciyn hahaha.. Keep contact lwt bbm yah :* love u tii..

Yahh.. Itu smuanya,,jdi stu di dorm kecil itu, mksi yah pikaa,,bella,rena,,anind buat smua wktu kalian.. Mksi utk bs berbagi stiap pengalaman.. Byk bgt kjadian yg ga bs dilupain slma qt sma" dr awl smpe akhr.. Awl ktemu yg pnuh dgn tanda tanya, smpe qt bs lebih mengenal stu sm lain lebih dalam dan lebih dekat :)..

Byk crta khidupan yg buat gw byk blajar,, crta cinta yg bkin khidupan dorm qt kacau seketika krn airmata skaligus bs bkin snyum bertebaran dmna2..smuanya kyak air mengalir..Dan seolah smua udh terangkai dgn rapi spya qt bs mengingatnya dgn mudah :)
last but not least buat para lelaki yg menghiasi prjalanan qt hahaha..efraim, abang, vian, rry, and rifan. Mrka yg turut mghiasi dorm qt dgn crta.. Hahahhaha *scra ga lsg

Byk yg blg.. Love have an ending.. Which is happy ending or not..tapi.. There is a quote says that there is no ending of friendship, I will be stay forever, no one can't crash it even the time or distance..

Smga, mskipun qt da ga idup sm2 lg,tp prshabatan yg udh kebntuk ga akan prh ilang yah.. Krn stiap kalian pnya arti yg spesial dlm penglaman hdp ini.. I love you all my dorm-mates.. :)) smooch and hugs.. :* :* :* gbu yah smuanya.. Tuhan brkati amien :))

finally i have to say goodbye smester 6th

This is the last week for 6th smster..
Hari snin udh mulai exam..
Stu minggu final exam,, smpe akhrnya dgn brat gw hrs mgantakan goodbye my 6th smester..
Kdang gw brpikir knpa wktu brputar bgtu cpt..
Dan gwe blm siap dgn smua yg akn trjdi di dpn..
Tapii that's the fact..
We can't flashback the time...

Smester 6th yg gw lalui dgn kelelahan entre,,kehepian saat gw dan anak2 prgi trip..
Udh harus di tutup dgn snyum..
Tanpa gw sadari..sbentar lg gw bakalan magang dan ninggalan kampus...
God..please prepare my self..
Coz u know I'm not ready yet to face those stuff..
But I know u hold my hand on time...

Banyak wrna dan crta slama smester 6 ini...
Arti pershbatan yg s'sungguhny,,buat gw blajar byk dr smuanya..
Ga cm it gw jg mengenal sosok best friends yg ssungguhny :D
Byk hal2 gak terduga yg dtg dr org2 yang terdekat..
Yg bhkan gw sndiri juga gak sangka.. -_-"" hahahhahaha
Yahhhh itulah khidupan anak kuliah..
Sngat brwrna.. Ky balon gas :p...

Apa yg trjdi slanjutnya.. I let JC make a plan above that..
Apa yg terjadii,,terjadilah mnurut kehedaknya..
I know he bless me..

:))
Ps: God,, give me strength to face this final exam.. Amien.. :)...

"Bandung trip"

hehehehe.. hari ini baru aja slese trip qt ke bandung...

slama 24jam jalan2 putar bandung n skitarnya buat ngilangin stress yg sudah memuncak...

gw, etey, bella, marcel, dewa n saka dgn modal nekat dan buta jalan qt jalan k bndung.. hahaha

dari jakarta udh di rncanain qt bkalan ke kawah putih...

tapi sebelomnya bakalan ke ciwalk nonton eclipse hahaha...

jam8 mlm qt capcus dr jkt,, and tiba di bandung jam 9.30...

muter2 kaya kue puter,,akhirnya ketemu juga yg namanya ciwalk..

and at there we also meet ester friend's which is dennis dkk..

yg finally jd tmpat qt numpang nginep di bndung :D

muter2 ciwalk.. smpet ke bagian stage.nya juga yg ckup adem...

lumyan buat bayar semua kelelahan entre saat ini :))

wondering to have some coffee tapi apa adanya semua gerai ampir tutup..

karna qt udh jam 11.pm tyta hahahha...

tapi tiket yg udh dibeli buat ntn jam 11.55 -.-" capee de...

akhrnya setelah berputar2, jalan kanan kiri, ga terasa udh jam.na ntn...

smuanya ntn ecplise dgn pikiran msing2 wkwkkw..

tentunya pikiran gw.. mnharapkan gw ada di posisinya bella swan wkwkwkwkw :DD

its a cool movie i think, even still not have the ending... 

krna smua udh cape plus ngantuk akhrnya si dennis tmn ete mnawarkan tmpt kos.na

qt tidur dsitu dgn senang hati.. mskipun agak sperti ikan asin krn smpit ;D

but thanks to her we can have place for relaxing...

jam 7 teng pagi, qt smua bgun trs siap2 mau ke kawah putihh..

cuma taunya kawah putih doang gtu krna dgr org2 sering ngmg.. hahaha

tempatnya mah... ADUUUU.. mana tau hahahha...

modal nekat.. jam 8.30 kita capcus ke kawah putih...

setelah nanya org bandung yg berkliaran di jalan.. akhrnya qta tau kl kawah putih itu ternyata ada di ciwidey hahaha.. bandung atas., which is 2 jam lagi... dr bandung kota

ALAMAK.. :D jekpott tapi ydh law yah...

si marcel yg merangkap sebagai supir udh tampak letih.. mgkn kurang tidur kali..

tapi ttp berusaha smgd supaya qt smpe sna..

thanks ye cell :D..

nyetir kelok,, kelok,,, naik..naik,, turun... turun...

akhirnya qt smpe di objek wisata kawah putiiii... YEY...

semua bukan berbaur ke dlm malahan berbaur ke toilet...

u know smuanya kebelet pipis karna suasana dgn bgt,,, hahaha...

akhrnya....qt smua masuk k dlm... foto2 beberapa biji...buat kenang2an

scra kapan lagi kita kemari coba...bulan depan udh smester terakhir sblm internship :'(

oo ya qt juga foto print seharga 10rb hahaha...

ada2 aja yakkk...

but its nice.. i like it :))

perjalan pulang terasa jauh bgt krn tadi kita naik memang jauh smpat agak kuatir kl bensin abis...

tapi thanks God ternyata enggak...

kita aman.. aman,,,,

its a nice trip guys,, thanks for spending the time together,, share the happiness,,, share the tired also hahaha :D.. wonderfull friendship... may it last forever... keep it...

pm: thanks to my almighty God Jesus he always accompany me as long as the trip, protect us and never  let anything bad happened in me,,, :D 

- nice day-

mlen 

beginilah seorang mahasiswi

yappp.. ya begini ini...
sibuk bgt sm tugas kl emg lg penuh2nya tapi bs sepi bgt sm tugas kl emg dosennya lg mlas kasi tugas..
hahhhaha...
dan congratulations skrg dosen lg pda gila.. demen bgt kasi assignmrnt..
hoh.. nyadar ga si dosen.. qt lagi pada entre cuyyy.

jualan tiap hari.. badan cape,,
otak mumet
puyeng..
semua jadi satuuu..
hoh.. :'(

tp ya gtlah nasib ya nasib.. i try to do it with smile.. yes i try...
even though it feel so bad :(

"especially for you "

suddenly, this night I feel so bad in missing u..
Wondering about our time together and spend the day with u..
But I realize ure too far away..
Far away from my reaches..

i am only know, that we are trying to give our best in this long journey
Future is not in our own..
Its secretly keep by God..
But, as a human we need to keep trying..
Trying to reach the happiness
Lets God make it perfect when the time comes...

(Badly missing u efraim, but I know keep trying ur best in there and let me also catch up my dream in here, its not an easy things to get through, but at least we try to make this journey complete..)

Success for u.. Spirit up.. For me also :D.

-sincerely
Jkt, 01.41pm.. Marlen deine
Freiburg, 06.50pm efraim

karokean sampe kering..

hahahahha, what a full day..

starts with a class from 2pm until 5pm..

very bored.. humff...

and after it we try find some place to throw out this complicated mind..

coz.. this past week is so full day..

:(.

dan akhrnya terpilihlah inul vista lipcikkk..

gw, ester, marcel, saka, dewa, and hadri berangkat ke sna

as usually by 33...

wkwkkwkkwkwkw..

the first stop is wendys.. coz as u know, dewa udh klaperan kya org ga dksi makan 2 taon haha..

bought some burger, and some ice, chit-chat for while and we go to karoke

hahahahhaha..

book medium room for us, sitting there for around 2,5 hours hahha..

just singging, laughing and have some fun...

dari mulai krispatih, ada band, roma irama, the bagindaz, sampe lady gaga semuanya lahap euyyy...

kakang saka, kakang hadri bagus nian suarana hahahaha...

happy for today...hope we can always have enjoyable time like this :))

next destination on next week... puncak euyyy.. yuk mariiii..!!!.. :D

>>>>time to sleep zzzzz

-- Biar mataku seperti mataMu, pancarkan kasihMu
Ku mau jadi sepertiMu--

Bapa kau setia tak kan meninggalkan
Dan ku percaya engkau miliku dan ku milikMu..
Kerinduanku tinggikan,namaMu..
Karna ku tau Kau dalamku dan ku dalamMu..

--ubah hatiku seputih hatimu, setulus salibMu Tuhan--

((Ku mau jadi sepertiMu)).. :)

Bless This Plan Jesus :)

In the name of jesus I believe my plan can be come true..
I just want to write down and send it to my almighty God
who own this earth and my future, may it will be bless and he can prepare all the things perfectly until this plan can be completely done, as his plan.

----do my internship for next smester (8,9) in good company
At least, I get the beneficial company, can survive there without any disturbance..I pray it to you God, give me the best place to intern.

----graduate, with a good score.. Give me strength to do the thesis.. And all of graduation stuff.. (Still wondering for cum laude) but I have make it worse..

----get my master degree in England or Holland..bless me to get this master scholarship, if its allow for the fresh graduate, I will directly apply it. I pray for this God, I have prepare for this, please help me to make this come true, the procedure, all the requirement please help me to passed it and finally got it..

----get the job, even Iam the fresh graduate, which is usually difficult to get the job, but I believe u have made the space for me, never stop to put my hope in u God, give me the best company, good postion and bless me in my career..(1-2years)

----2nd option, get my master degree after work experience if the first one is pending to do. It still same at England or Holland.. I pray for this God.( We'll se e what is the best for me)

----happy me and let my parents and all the people who love me become proud of my success


I believe u know what I have plan God
But I write it down again to let you know
That I have a faith to make it complete..
I know, u understand what is the best for my future..
Never doubt at you..
Never stop believing that u have beautiful plan for my future
So, I give all my future arrow to You..
Let ur mercy be happen in my life God..

:))...